So, this is what it feels like to me.
Recently I have made some amends to people I love.
The enormity of freedom that I experience now as a result is overwhelming.
Holding onto “righteous justifications” only pushed me deeper into a self-made hole.
I wish I could explain it deeper–I just don’t have the words.
FREEDOM
Aligned with my conscious
I follow the path
Away from the vortex
Knowing immediately
The concept of Letting Go–
Automatically leaves
An opening for receiving
Momentary pride surfaces
But it fades,
As quickly as it came–
Pausing to feel
What the vacancy of resentment is like
Unbelievably freeing
Yet still waiting for the catch
I found you the same–
Only completely different
Soul amends for the broken heart
Swirling mental journey of our youth
Reconciling only through brokenness
At peace with the balance
Restored with humilty
Pardoxically aware
That control truly is an illusion.
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